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Memorial
Day
by
Michael Bible
A girl in a yellow dress
twirled a small baton then
blew her whistle and the
parade began. Two black fire
trucks followed the girl,
sirens moaning. Next, on
horseback rode twelve men
with curling waxed mustaches
dressed in stiff crimson
robes and blue powdered
wigs. Arabian satin with
silver tassels draped the
men’s calico horses. Behind
them a drill team in wedding
dresses started a maneuver,
spinning rifles with fixed
bayonets high into the sun,
moving their veils aside to
catch them. Behind the drill
team nude chamber musicians
played the 1812 overture.
Then a long flatbed truck
passed with schoolgirls
reenacting Normandy. The
front hatch of their duck
boat squeaked up and down as
the schoolgirls fell limp
onto the sand, fake guns
rattling, their pigtails
flapping out beneath their
helmets. Then came the
animals. A small heard of
buffalo painted white, lions
and tigers pulling empty
Amish buggies, black
children riding drugged
elephants, a dozen peacocks
in full plumage roaming
free.
From afar the parade seemed
to move and stand still at
the same time, one spectacle
after the next, languid and
mysterious. It began
somewhere in the hills and
flowed into the valley
through the maze of suburbs
then back up again into the
hills on the other side as
far as the eye could see.
The people woke that morning
and saw the parade at a
distance, not knowing what
it was until it was upon
them. Then the peacocks
landed in their yards, then
the girl in the yellow dress
with her baton would round
the corner, and then the
black fire trucks, sirens
screaming, lights ablaze.
The people poured out into
their yards, crowds formed,
fathers lifted children on
their shoulders. Carpenters
stopped mid hammer, birds
looked on from power lines,
dogs began to howl.
Bill Lewis was the only one
who wasn’t watching the
parade. He sat alone at the
edge of is bed in his robe.
He went to the bathroom and
looked in the mirror. His
face was unshaven, his hair
was thinning. An old cracked
coffee mug sat under the
facet. He filled it with the
gin he kept in the cabinet
and took a drink. He walked
downstairs. The house was
full of empty beer bottles,
some of them makeshift
ashtrays full of cigarette
butts. The pictures titled
on the wall. In one
cleared-out corner near a
window he’d made a little
place to sit. An empty
liquor box and a metal
folding chair. He sat there
now and lit a hand rolled
cigarette. Outside, a
mirrored boxcar passed. Low
moaning voices were singing
inside it.
Bill got up from the chair
and went into the kitchen
kicking trash as he went. He
tried a light switch and the
bulb popped. He got a beer
from the fridge. He walked
down the hall to the front
door and opened it. It was a
clear spring day after weeks
of rain. He walked out on
the stoop and spat, then
waved to his neighbors, the
Paterson’s, a retired couple
from up north. They were
sitting in lawn chairs
behind a card table full of
cookies and brownies and
cakes, pitchers of lemonade
in Dixie cups placed in even
rows.
“Bill, it’s a parade!” Mr.
Paterson said. He was
wearing a straw hat, tiny
flags poked out of the top
of it.
“Looks like it,” Bill said.
“Do you want some cookies,
dear?” Mrs. Paterson said.
Bill held up his beer, “I’m
good, thanks.”
A gang of midgets dressed as
former presidents was
passing by. A tiny square
headed Nixon waving “v’s,” a
little Abe Lincoln with a
law book, a baby Truman with
a bomb, and a fat little
Taft. Bill staggered up to
the midget Lincoln.
“Well?” Bill said.
“Four score and seven years
ago,” Lincoln said.
“What?” Bill asked Nixon.
He said, “I am not a crook!”
and waved his miniature
“v’s” in the air.
Bill walked back inside and
sat down in the folding
chair and finished his
beer. He threw the can on
the floor, and walked toward
the stairs. He tried fixing
a tilted picture but it fell
back crooked. Through the
open front door he saw the
Nursing Home Marching Band
passing by with an old man
in a wheel chair playing
tuba, a bunch of grannies on
the drum line.
He walked upstairs to get
ready. He walked into his
daughter’s room. The animals
of her wallpaper stood
frozen in the darkness. A
thick layer of dust grayed
her mirror. He opened the
closet. His uniform hung
there draped in plastic
beside her dresses. On a
shelf was a thin leather
case. He took his bathrobe
off and folded it and put it
on the bed. Light crept in
through the cracks in the
shutters. Outside, Bill
heard the sound of sirens
and remembered her. He
thought of the night, how
the blue police lights
filled the woods beside the
highway. The smell of pine.
Her tiny shoe amongst the
broken glass. How the day
she was born she fit inside
his hands. He laid his
uniform on the bed.
He fastened the cufflinks
of the white shirt and put
the red jacket on and the
silver breastplate and the
golden sash over them. There
was a small bit of dust on
one of the tall leather
boots. He wet his finger and
polished it before putting
it on. His hat was made of
soft white velvet and lined
with pink plumes. He’d sewn
every stitch of it. He went
to the closet and took the
leather case out and put it
on the bed beside the hat.
Then he put his hat on,
careful to snug the strap
below his chin. He put the
case under his arm and
walked downstairs and out
the open door.
He sat the case down on the
stoop and took a tiny key
out and opened it. He put
his white gloves on and held
the contraption in his
hands. It was weighted on
each end with diamonds the
size of baby’s fists. The
shaft was titanium lined
with gold and accented with
twisting silver bands that
had taken him weeks to
perfect. He took a cloth out
from the leather case and
polished it. The sun was
dying now in the west, down
under the hills but not yet
under the horizon, redness
broke up over the mountains
and spilled onto the valley
below. He threw the baton
from one hand to the other.
Then he twirled it once and
caught it. A blue
convertible passed by with a
600-pound beauty queen
smoking cigarettes. He waved
to her, then at the
Patersons again.
“Joining the parade?” Mrs.
Paterson said.
Bill said nothing.
“What ya got there? That’s a
pretty baton,” Mr. Paterson
said.
A huge orange hot air
balloon passed by floating
no more than ten feet off
the ground. In the basket
was a man dressed in a white
military uniform. His medals
clinked in the wind.
Bill bent his knees and went
up once with the baton but
did not release it. He bent
down again, and with all his
strength he threw the
diamond-ended baton high
into the sunlight. Its arch
was slow and it caught the
dying sun and brightness
shot out in all directions.
In those seconds the baton
was spinning high in the air
the world was wild and
beautiful and full of
languor orbiting around it.
Later, it was said the light
from the baton could be seen
all throughout the valley
and even in some of the
towns beyond the hills. It
stopped the parade. The
light was golden and
luminous. It reflected white
in the dark center of a
crow’s eye. It drew things
toward it. It held gravity.
Bill opened his eyes and
heard the girl in the yellow
dress blow her whistle up
ahead, starting the parade
moving again as the baton
spun back into his hands.
He took his place and
marched on. |